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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Yaden...

Kehte Hai Ki Duniya Mein Har Kisi Ko Kabhi Na Kabhi Kisi Na Kisi Se Pyar Jaroor Hota Hai.. Shayad Yeh Sahi Bhi Hai.. Pyar Or Maut Pe Kisi Ka Jor Nahi Chalta.. Jab Kisi Ko Pyar Hota Hai To Wo Achanak Se Apne Aapko Duniya Ka Sabse Khush-Naseeb Insaan Manne Lag Jata Hai.. Par Kuch Samay Baad Wahi Insaan Apne Aapko Or Us Pal Ko Kosta Hai Jab Usne Pyar Kiya.. Aakhir Aisa Kya Hua Ki Wo Khushi “Gum” Mein Badal Gayi.. Hum Sab Badi Asaani Se Keh To Dete Hai Ki “I’m In LOVE”, Par Jab Us Pyar Ko Nibhane Ka Samay Aata Hai To Aksar Yeh Sunne Ko Milta Hai Ki "Tumhare Liye To Mera Pyar Ek Khel Tha".. Kya Pyar Ek Khel Hai?? Pyar Koi Dhokha Nahi, Pyar Koi Khushi Nahi.. Pyar To Sirf Ek Ehsaas Hai Jise Koi Khushi To Koi Gum Ka Naam De Deta Hai.. Or Bhi Na Jaane Kitne Naam Se Pyaar Jana Jata Hai.. Pyar Mein Khushi K Saath Gum Bhi Banta Jata Hai, Jo Hum Bhool Jate Hai..Yeh Pyar Bhara Paigam Sab Pyar Karne Walo K Naam..“Dukh Or Sukh K Raaste Bane Hai Sabke Vaaste, Jo Gum Se Haar Jaoge, To Kis Tarah Pyar Nibhaoge"..
Her bat ko kahna ……aur sun-na…..pd raha hai aaj hame …
Ager koi puchhe bhi…..to kya bta sakte hain hum …….pahle to koi puchhne wala hi nahi ……..
Jo dete the dared-a- dil ki dwa wo bhi aj apni dukan bada kr chale gaye…..

Aaj na kisi pr viswash hai na yakin…….

Chalo batate hain vishwash……

Ek gaon mai barish nahi ho rahi thi …longon ne ek maidan mai ektethe hoker barish ki duaa mangne ka faisla kiya….

Us din sabhi log aaye duaa mangne …..aur keval ek ladki chhata leker aayi ……..
Es ko kahte hain vishwash…………..

Ek aur suno…….jab chhote bachche ko aap hawa mai uchhalte ho to wah hasta hai …….kyonki usko yakin hai ki aap use tham lengen……………..

BOSS…hame bhi vishwash aur yakin dono the……..lekin kya huaa ……HAMARE YAKIN KA….HAMARE VISHWASH KA…..HAMARI SACHCHAYI KA……..KYA HAMNE THIK NAHI KOYA AAPKE SATH BOSS……………..

Kya hun esi tanhai ke layak hain……boss……batao na……hame……samjhao na ……Tum to samjhdar ho samjha sakte ho na……..
Kya kisi ko such batana gunah h…….?

Kya hame khuli hwa mai sansh lene ki manahi h …….?

Kya hamne kisi ke sath etna bura kiya tha….? Ki hamare sath aisa ho gya….?
Kya ye hamari kamjori hai ki hum sabhi ko apne jaisa shamjhte hain….?

Kya ye hamara wahm hai ki apni tarf se achchha kro…..? to dusre bhi achchha karegen…..?

AUR……dusre ….jab unke liye ….DUSRA…..word use hi kr diya to…..wo to dusron jaisa hi karegen……….

Kyon nahi ye bat hamare jehan mai aati…….


Jo bina kuchh kahe …..bina kuchh bataye …….ekdum chhod ke chale gaye kyon unke liye mai…….tanha rahun….?

Pyar ke alawa aur bhi riste hote hain……jinhen hum jinda rakh sakte hai ……mager unhe….ye bat koun bataye…?

Kisi ko esh tarh to saja nahi deni chahiye….
Akhir wo bhi hai to ensan hi…..

Kya huaa jo usne kabhi tumse jhutt tak nahi bola……..

Kya huaa jo usne apni kahne se pahle tumhari suni hai……

Kya huaa jo usne apni hr bat tumse share ki hai…….tumhare ajnabi hote huye bhi……

Kya huaa jo….. usne tunse thodi si umid rakh li………apse..

Kya huaa jo…tume apne aap ki tarh samjhne laga tha……..


KYA USE KISI KO YE KAHNE KA HK NAHI ….I like you…..BOSS……

Kya aaj such ke mayne badl gaye hain……?

Ager han to kyon…………?


Janta hun BOSS……kuchh nahi hoga in baton se ……………koi nahi samjhata……..

EK BAT BTA DO AAJ …….BOSS…………




Kya maine kisi ki bhawnayen samajh kr gunah kiya hai kya………..?

Sidhe sadhe pedon ko sabse pahle hi kyon kata jata hai………


Kya ye such hai……surj etna ghamad na kr duniya mai…..
Ek din ke bad rat hai duniya mai…….sakh se tute huye phul ne hamse puchha…….. Kya achha hona buri bat hai duniya mai……



Kya BOSS…………ager ghada phut jaye to rasshi ko bhi kuan mai dal dena chahiye………….?


HAN………NAA…..Btao na …..mujhe……………..samjhao na mujhe………..kyon ……………? akhir ……kyon…….?.

Aj hum chorahe pe nahi khade hain balki ………….us jagah pr gire huye hai jahan se bhul bhatk kr koi rahgir aa hi nahi sakta…….

Achha huaa na hamare sath…….jo kisi ka bhi sath nahi….yahi to duaa mangi thi aapne…………..
Lekin ek bat ka gum nahi dard hai …..BOSS ki hamari ginti bhi unhi longon mai ho gayi……….

Aj aap cal attand tak nahi kr rahe………karne ki bat to khawabon mai bhi nahi layege…….


Nhi lengen hum koi khawab ….BOSS……nahi sochegen hum bhi dusron ke bare mai……….



Aaj ke bad hum…………hum nahi rahegen………MAIN………banne ki koshish kregen……..

Koshish kregen ki kisi ka dard na samjhe ……….


KOI huk nahi hai hame kisi ke bare mai kuchh kahne sun-ne sochne ka……….



HUM AKELE THE ……….HAIN …….AUR …….RAHEGEN………..


Abkisi mai apni khushi ki talash nahi kregen……………………




AGER gum hai to apna h ……..hum khud jim-medar hain………….

Aur khushi se to shayad hamara nata apki tarah ka hi hai ….uski to hum bat hi nahi karegen………BOSS……
Shayad hum sahi na to soch sakte hain aur na hi kr sakte hain……..
Aaj es bat ka gum nahi ki apne hame bhula diya ……..balki dard es bat ka hai ki hame bhi unhi mai mila diya……….

Eshse jyada kuchh kahne ka huk aur himamt hmare ander nahi hai………..

Nahi samna kr sakte hum aaj esh badle huye dour ka ……………..,,
Nahi najer mila sakte hum…….aaj un sab se …………jin pr hame kabhi naj tha……….

Aaj nahi dawa kr sakte hum ki hamara bhi koi hai……..

Such mai khush to the hum phir kyon hanne………chherchhad ki ……..apne aap se……..

KYA hme koi kabhi nahi samjhega ……..
…… apna

Kya hr kadam pr hameyon hi jakham milte rahegen…………..

SHAYD………….HAN…………..





Sandeep vats

For You

Gila tumse nahi koi mager afsosh thoda sa hai…….
Ki mujhe es hal mai kiske sahare chhoda hai………

Mager hamne bhi than hi liya hai ki ……bus ajj ke bad kisi ………such ka wasta deker koi bat nahi kregen…….


Dekh liya aaj such ki kitni kimat hai aaj…….

Fir kabhi sawan ki gataon ko dekh kr hum kush nahi hongen………

Phir kisi tutte tare ko dekh kr hum apne dil ki echchha jahir nahi karegen………

Jab hr tut te tare ko jamin nasib nahi hoti to kyon kisi ko hak hai ushse kuchh umid rakhne ka………
Kishne ye adhikar de diya hum ko………………

Khambakht hamare pas to koi adhikar hi nahi hai ………jo kuchh hai bus kartavay hain……..

Jindgi bhi mili wo kharat ki tarh……….

To kya huaa jo aaj pathar marne walon mai ek aur samilho gaya………..

Achchhi bat hi to hai ..jab hame koi hak hi nahi hai kisi se kuchh puchhne ka to…….

Mrne do na hamen yon hi ghut ghut kr………

Chhor do…..na hamen apne hal pe marne ka hk to hai na mujhe jab aajad hone ka hak ………….nahi hai to………..fir kya hak hai hame…………..



Log aaj kahte hai kyon kya huaa ……vadon ka ……un saren dawon ka jo tum karte the……..

Kya jwab dun mai unka ……tum to ek tarf ho …….sawalon……ke kathkre mai to hum khare hain na….


Aaj tumhara kya……gaya…..aur hamare pas kuchh raha nahi…….

Kahne ko to bare khush hain hum………mager hum to kisi ko khuchh kah bhi nahi sakte……….



KUCHH TO BAT H JO KHAMOSH HUN……WARNA KYA BAT KARNI HAMEN NAHI AATI………




Pata tumhe bhi hai aur mujhe bhi hai ki lahren aati jati hain phir kyon…….likha kinare per mera nam…..


Hamne jajbat nibhayen hain vashulon ki tarh…….phir bhi yesabh pa Aur wo sab kho raha hun……..


Jab bhi gujrata hun un rahon se mai hi janta hun kya hota hai mujhe…….

Akhir meri yahi khata thi ki mai wafa kr raha tha ………….

Wo to saf nikal gaye gunah kr ke ……..
Aur hame dhakel gaye yahan doobne ke liye………

Jao doobo mro raho apne hal pe……….


Mager HUM banayegen ek naya aashiyan tab jake kah dena kisi tufan se……..

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